~ Thursday Day ~

~ Just for a Second!!! ~

Asssalamualaikum

It's a quite time I didn't writing or sharing anything here...To be truth,this was a place that close to me...Normal I always sharing with my important person (best friends,bestie,him,family)...but once I don't have anyone to talk to share to story..I will writing here...Feeling free to share,maybe someone will know or not...I know Allah is always with me..But I,m just a normal person,so much lack from me...

Just for a Second??? I'm feeling so sad and cry...Too much things happens suddenly...Almost a few months I'm trying to run from all sadness matter sadness story sadness fact...I'm trying to be strong to be happy to smile while to be truth I'm was a weak person..that's trying run from the fact....I'll try to make a new story of me,try to be friends with a new people,try something that I never think...(created a new person of me myself).....

Yuppp,I was a person that try to lie to myself....Truth I'm busy with my Work Life but the fact I'll try to run from my sadness...Truth I'm happy with my new friends but the fact I was Miss My Bestfriends....I'm also miss "Him" badly....sad story again....Bestfriend and Him was related,they was an important person to me after Allah and my family....what the story I try to forget.....

"Dear Allah,you are the only one that know everything what I have been through,you are the best created through my path...if you created my path ended like this,I'm Redha with this..But if you give this test as a challenge through my path,please...please Allah...please give me a strength and patience to through it"......

 

Just for a Second??Your name was passes in my heart...why I'm feeling so sadddddd...what I'm crying for???what is this??.....why this feeling so complicated....why when I'm facing you that feeling just normal..why while I'm trying toooo run from you I'm in a pain...I'm trying to stop this feeling but you always there in my night dream......you know what I'm feeling??try to be strong??try to smile happy??do I stupid??....I'm just do not know....the tears just falling down without stop,my heart was crying non stop....do I??do I???......for a second i realize that"I'll been miss you"...even I'm just nothing to you...

 

#Throwback memory  22/1/2011...awkward moment being okey...

#Throwback memory..."Hitting me silently".....was a spontan pic...happy memory

 

 

said : I didn't request anything...just a simple hope that all people that Important to me will be happy in their life...I don't have anything to gave to them..please Forgive me for all the mistake that I have done/doing with/without realize...I,m just a normal person....Every moments and things was Sincerely from the bottom of my heart...Forgiving always be there....sorry coz I'm realize that "People can change But not the Memory"....always pray and please take care yourself AWAK.....